A train of thoughts.
Will you ; Don’t, Please.

Just an old piece that I wrote.

It is cold, where my body lies

my shaking hands and my bloodshot eyes

(won’t you take me away from this place

or soothe my heart before I die)

I saw your eyes, glittering bright

Through the darkness, they lit up the night

your voice was strong and it gave me hope

your voice cut through my sea of lies

The songs you left inside my head

….They stay, They stay

and they grow louder with each passing day

I had a dream and saw your face

and wished that I would never wake

I wish that i could dream you alive

to stop the cold, the bloodshot eyes

It is still, where my body lies

broken, in my repetition

tears streaming hot silver-

my words are melting through my fingers

…I can’t find the will to speak

My life is a dream so sweet with pain

I tread so quietly through the soft refrain

till I find that i am

screaming your name

wishing it didn’t have to be this way

The black is dripping from my eyes

your image is melting and fading away

willing myself to drop back asleep

agony finds me on my knees

its on the tip of my tongue but it can’t set me free

So I carry this weight

but I’m empty handed

I know you’re gone

and I can’t stand it

And now I feel my heart drop-

make it STOP, MAKE IT STOP!

my pleas are frail as dust

I guess that wishing

is not enough

A part of me is missing, lost in the cold

it seems only time can make me whole

But eventually I must let the sun set

I love you, and I’ll never forget