Just an old piece that I wrote.
It is cold, where my body lies
my shaking hands and my bloodshot eyes
(won’t you take me away from this place
or soothe my heart before I die)
I saw your eyes, glittering bright
Through the darkness, they lit up the night
your voice was strong and it gave me hope
your voice cut through my sea of lies
The songs you left inside my head
….They stay, They stay
and they grow louder with each passing day
I had a dream and saw your face
and wished that I would never wake
I wish that i could dream you alive
to stop the cold, the bloodshot eyes
It is still, where my body lies
broken, in my repetition
tears streaming hot silver-
my words are melting through my fingers
…I can’t find the will to speak
My life is a dream so sweet with pain
I tread so quietly through the soft refrain
till I find that i am
screaming your name
wishing it didn’t have to be this way
The black is dripping from my eyes
your image is melting and fading away
willing myself to drop back asleep
agony finds me on my knees
its on the tip of my tongue but it can’t set me free
So I carry this weight
but I’m empty handed
I know you’re gone
and I can’t stand it
And now I feel my heart drop-
make it STOP, MAKE IT STOP!
my pleas are frail as dust
I guess that wishing
is not enough
A part of me is missing, lost in the cold
it seems only time can make me whole
But eventually I must let the sun set
I love you, and I’ll never forget